GOOD HIT!

GOOD HIT! made it to third on that one!
Originally uploaded by Lollie

Hopefully with this hit and all the changes that spring brings, things will be off to a better start. There's been many false starts in the last few months, a lot of treading water and getting no where, and now i'm back in control and anxious for summer.

This is one of the first summers in a long time I have nothing huge planned. No writing camp, no trips, no house buying...just me and Jack and Daisy quietly spending the summer. I have some professional goals I need to attend to and plans to have cookouts but those are little things.

For today i have no desire to seek out love. Of course..next week that could/will change but right now i feel good about it. I'm still far too worried about needing too much and giving too much. What i need is to be comfortable and i'm not comfortable anymore.

And so, spring is our rebirth. We're setting the reset button and getting back on the path. We'll see how long it takes me to veer off again.